Posted by Anonymous on 2013/07/15 under Uncategorized I have known 2 of my best friends for like more than 15 yrs or so. We met in high school, and we talked about everything from stupid jokes, crazy ideas, love life and whatever. Even tho we are best friends, we argue and so since we 3 have quite strong personalities indeed. We’ve been living in different countries, but our friendship didn’t get any worst. But in these 3 yrs, I kind of lost them both. I have tried to figure if it’s my fault or I expect too much from a friend. To me, friendship is really important, family comes first, friendship comes in second. I have always care about my friends, if I have seen them getting heart broken by someone, I totally feel sad too. But to them, friends are just someone who they need when they need it, when they have their lovers or whatever, then they don’t need you, they can even choose their lover instead of you. I have learned a lesson that you cannot always expect someone who give as much as you give, but I am not asking for too much here, just a bit of time to hand out with me when you can, a bit of time to care your friends like I care about you. So I don’t know what to say, I just feel so sad and down but nobody I can talk to. 🙁